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lyrics
i feel like i should say something
open up my mouth but the words ain't coming
can't afford the meds no more so i take nothing
stuck indoors going crazy and i ain't bluffing
i've been pacing back and forth, stir crazy
contemplating suicide on the daily
i feel the pressure really coming down lately
so if i don't get out of bed how could you blame me
i can't sleep
and i can't wake up
i can't eat
and i'm starving now
bedsheets
just to keep me stuck
empty stomach
can i spill my guts
my brain is stuck in a box
and i've been trying all this time to get the key in the lock
but my hands are shaking and i can't make them stop
feels like i've given everything and now i'm stuck at a loss
don't you think i'm getting sick of feeling this way?
like existing every day is more than i can take
i've been trying to get these feelings just to go away
honestly i don't know how much longer i can wait
i feel them coming back
those unavoidable panic attacks
i can't sleep
and i can't wake up
i can't eat
and i'm starving now
bedsheets
just to keep me stuck
empty stomach
can i spill my guts
i feel them coming back
those unavoidable panic attacks
maybe some day i can be myself again
maybe some day i won't let down all my family and friends
but for now i lay and wait for the end
as i'm tangled in the sheets of my bed
credits
released May 1, 2020
recorded, mixed, and mastered by desmo.
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